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[Reserved][Reserved] — An Invitation to Dine
Dear Poet, [Yes, you!]
I’ve toyed with a conundrum, for too long. [Reserved][Reserved] functions like a digital art installation in Woodstock! (WIP (x Bars)). I could render [Reserved][Reserved] a mechanism – to catch That Yoni’s beat in perpetuity. I could close the brackets with bars that fills your loins with blood. I could leave redundant emptiness here — like tautology or romanticized art, or structural language — in this bifurcated space, like stars.
I could invite Poets to fill [Reserved][Reserved] with dope poesy and select a date for submission. However, if we receive one hundred thousand and one couplings, we’d read them… but frankly, why not do, all of the above.
The empty brackets function like missing endings now — lacking only your bylines, pseudonyms, and ghosts — in translatable bars that work in Woodstock! (WIP (x Bars)).
Poets make this space immersive. Explode – The Writer’s Environment is an interactive environment — and this is the first foray for interactivity in this community — that links back to you!
Starting August 15, 2017 — let’s finish this poem with the best bars — curated for Woodstock! (WIP (x Bars)) here… Bon appétit.
Cordially,
The Chelsea Hotel, Manhattan
PS: No Spam — Balls in the air! An experience for us and them.
Copyright © 2017 E Maria Shelton Speller
One Single Act of Love
I sold a rock opus to the best Black rock band on the planet. A band that lost its capacity to dream. Formulaic guarantees skewed their imagination for platinum discs. The male coward covered their lifework, literally. My story reminded them of what ‘rushing’ felt like, how complete, how deep blushing could be obvious. And they bought it, and produced it. And it was good — it was better than good. It was thought provoking and it was an African-American affirmation of our realities and our fantasies — no matter how unrealistic.
Suddenly, they were very significant and the world truly believed, that rock music is black music and black music is everything. Power is aesthetic. Aesthetics is politics and being black is philosophical and our philosophy is phenomenology and being black, is being real.
No Hip Hop could say as much as this rock opus did, ever — no matter how many stories they sampled. So, this black rock band were crowned kings and were exulted, and revered; incandescent icons, the envy of friends, the consumption of man, the image of immortality — like the stained-glass heaven you summon before you close. And they loved me. I was the wick in their candlestick and without me, there was no burning flame. I was the source of their energy. I, was the unstained virgin encamped.
Sooner than anyone imagined, there was nothing more important, than our collaboration. The media was our medium. They stopped referring to me as a writer, and started calling me, a Love Supreme…..
Copyright 2016 by E Maria Shelton Speller. All rights reserved. This material may not be published, broadcast, rewritten or redistributed.
Aristotle Michelangelo and Louis Picasso’s Parallel Discussions
Aristotle Michelangelo and Louis Picasso’s
Parallel Discussions (In Medias Res) Overtaken by Events
Behind Pushkin’s Coffeehouse, Aristotle Michelangelo and Louis Picasso sat on the remnants of a barge, trading barbs in Ibiza… swinging high top leather sock hip hop sneakers, and creeper boots in blue green virtual water, with Rick Owens’ reflection in the pool, burning fat ones – away from the beautiful ones — in a Period Piece. The Darlings of today’s literati — visionaries during the Harlem Renaissance, play themselves in a satirical throwback in VR.
Louis Picasso: “In RL, it’s 6 P.M. You just got home from work or you work from home in your virtual office. You decide to spend the evening in space! You scan Balmain for your Avatar – dope fashion — with as much audacity as Hype Williams’ black lacquered Keisha in Belly — wearing Versace!
You decide to download your brand new Porsche designed by Porsche and Atari for Microsoft, on the Pacific Coast Highway — Malibu on the left, Pepperdine University on the right, you’re on your way to virtual LA in the fast lane — your thighs are burning. Other avatars and their cars share the PCH too — driving Vipers, Corvettes, the white BMW X6 and you are speeding at 100 MIPS, streaming Coltrane.
Aristotle Michelangelo interjects: “Then you decide to go to BET’s virtual Nuyorican Café in Gotham City for the Open Mike – Saul Williams and Jessica Care Moore are featured (as themselves) tonight. You hand the keys to the valet — pay at the door with your password, sit front row center no matter what time you arrive, sign up to read your poem — because you can start over from the beginning or resume. Gender! Lame. Race is unimaginative in Space. Ethnicity is a brand — at best. The Open Mike is over at 10 P.M. but there is still time to go to Bar Pitti. You walk in and Claude McKay is at the bar in a heated debate with Ralph Ellison about literary ownership — by Netflix.
McKay shouts and then nearly whispers to Ellison, ‘It takes more than creative androgyny to “embody” the opposite sex. The storytelling responsibility of all writers, whether female or male is to fill the void. When a woman creates a man, she must imagine the sensation of “owning” a penis. When a man creates a woman, he must imagine the sensation of “owning” a vagina. It is a void, not a vacuum. A vacuum would imply the all-consuming black hole — the feminization of sex. It is not trained comprehension or chromosomes — it takes pure imagination to get the story straight…’
Louis Picasso: “Then, at Midnight, you blow kisses and wuggles to your friends, and log off. You stand and stretch your back, and your bladder is bursting because you forgot about your biological realities. The television is off; it has been off for weeks. Why watch television when you can be your own audience? Randall Walser said it best, “The filmmaker says, ‘Look, I’ll show you.’ The space maker says, ‘Here, I’ll help you discover.’ We will be our own creators functioning like actors in high culture — tools of the taste public! We will create our own universes — our own planets. We can superimpose our images circa 6 BC – AD 30, and follow Jesus to the Promised Land, witness the crucifixion – and how we feel and what we think is utterly private and without commercials! Because, global messages with common appeal will forever change with today’s technology, the challenge is to make communication visual, images symbolic, and still sell product… I want to propose arcane ideas…”
Aristotle Michelangelo interjects: “I want to develop, manage, and direct vision. My goal is to be where imagination and business are indistinguishable, because imagination without business, and business without imagination is as incongruous as capitalism without consumers… I found a dope quote dog!”
“When, she was still in her teens, well before she met Caesar, Cleopatra already had slept with Antony… though Caesar was fifty-three and she but twenty-three or so she proved ready enough to bed her third Roman. It is said that Cleopatra was a woman of lively turn and enticing talents. She also had a keen sense of the political. That this Roman [Caesar] conqueror had the power to secure the Egyptian throne for her must have added to the attraction she felt for him…Caesar established her in a sumptuous villa across the Tiber, from which she held court, while political leaders, financiers, and men of letters, including the renowned Cicero, danced in attendance.” Michael Parenti
Louis Picasso: I’m reading the same book, and I have a better one!
“In a prologue to Caesar and Cleopatra [George Bernard Shaw] that is almost never performed, the god Ra tells the audience how Rome discovered that ‘the road to riches and greatness is through robbery of the poor and slaughter of the weak.’ In conformity with that dictum, the Romans ‘robbed their own poor until they became great masters of that art, and knew by what laws it could be made to appear seemly and honest.’ And after squeezing their own people dry, they stripped the poor throughout the many other lands they conquered.” Michael Parenti
Aristotle Michelangelo: Shrugged his shoulders unconsciously, “Chez Bricktop in Paris?”
Louis Picasso: Not now. I am having a violent reaction to prescription drugs! My body is like, ‘Don’t put that shit down here again!’ They gave me all this medication for Acute Caesarion whatever — and I took it! Of course, you don’t exhaust the shit. You’re not an idiot. But, what the fuck? Where the weed at?”
Aristotle Michelangelo: I think it would be dope to channel Kerouac’s apology for automatic writing.
“He likened writing to dreaming and fantasizing, as a substitute for life. So, he wrote The Subterraneans, in three days and nights of speed typing energized by Benzedrine — to imitate the rhythm of Bebop like free energy flow, and unrestrained association, to reveal the unconscious… because he wanted to flow from inside out in spontaneous prose!” Dystopia, Explode 2015 2.0
So, here goes… They called her Marnie — behind her back. I was torn. I played with variations of Marnie. Black Marnie. Brown Marnie, Tortilla Marnie. It’s the language of found art. Bansky, Kehinde, Jazz, Hip Hop… They teased each other. Hitchcock’s Margaret, Mary, Marnie, teases Mark, so she could get the combination, to his company safe, and steal the money. She was a Kleptomaniac, a compulsive thief. A killer. She disappears. On the run! He tracks her like an animal, and finds her at a Lodge, riding her horse to the stables. He orders her off the horse, tells her she’ll walk — he’ll ride. He interrogates her. She tells him a bullshit story she can’t keep straight. He calls it, manure! Tells her to start over from the beginning, and this time — tell the truth. Back at the Lodge – he tells her to freshen up, change her clothes so he might take her to the police – she thinks. She does not know… It’s Tippi Hedren in RL! The white woman of a black man’s dreams – when he dreams about white women. Blonde, pearly white teeth and skin — Barbie! Beckie! He tells her, they will return to ‘the house’ and announce they are engaged, would to be married within the week and then cruise around the world. Of course, she thinks he’s “Out of his mind!” He told her, it was either marriage or the police, old girl. Black Marnie. Who would play her?
They get married. Eventually he takes her virginity. She tries to commit suicide. I don’t think I want to go there… Suicide. Who should play Mark? [#nomoreslavestories.] Does he catch her?
Louis Picasso: I remember that story. He said, I caught a real animal this time. I had to train her… to trust me.*
Aristotle Michelangelo: Pussy Riot danced in the cathedral — goes to jail, and the artist nailed his scrotum to the Red Square. She’s a prisoner of love. That kind of love makes me uncomfortable, racked, and anguished like a pet must be around possessive people. The energy is ignitable like the choice between blowing up and letting go. I don’t want to belong to anyone. But, what do I know about love?
Louis Picasso: Black people don’t like black people. That’s why we’re in this — hole… barrel, bucket, duck it, fuck it… We know it’s true. Listen to the tonal center of this beat!
Aristotle Michelangelo: In sixty revolutions a minute, if it’s not organic, I can’t get with it. Hate is not organic. Hate is a social construct. I want to live the life I swam to the egg for… A social construct is like zoon pushed to the egg, by stronger swimmers behind it. It’s still goal niggaz. I want an organic experience on this gridiron. A certain freedom, mere man can’t give, conceive or contrive. I want freedom Divine. You want to be free — you have to fuggin’ work for it. Zufi?
Aristotle Michelangelo: You need money, software and rigs in the virtual world. Bombs are obsolete. Race and gender is a pastiche — game challenges for points.
Louis Picasso: Beauty and power is iconography and homely stamps are hiccups – and brick and mortar is a path to experience the destruction of daredevils and matadors — in coliseums of pestilence and poverty – empirically.
Aristotle Michelangelo: Why go there? When, life is a perfect dream in a virtual world.
Louis Picasso: IJS. Get on board with — evolution. Evolution is not physical space. It’s the diamond life in our heads on a loop. Its VR not the moon…
Aristotle Michelangelo: I love wearing the mask! You can’t see my countenance — in La La Land, my eyes may smile. My lip may curl up or down… I’m an introvert; an INTJ — is that Caprino?
Louis Picasso: Now that Juneteenth is a federal holiday, it will be impossible to ignore slavery in America… Why are some Black Americans worrying about slavery in America being taught in schools? The horse is out of the barn! Instead of embracing Juneteenth and all that it implies… Black Americans are WHINING and using the language of slaves, “they won’t, let us, allow us, give us and get…” Instead black Americans are still looking the other way when a black man drags a black woman by her hair [DC], and black people are murdered by black people in Chicago – for giggles. June 19, 2021 marks the day, that Black America must acknowledge that ‘we’ are no longer slaves and assume responsibility — that’s what freedom is.
Copyright 2016, 2018, 2020 E Maria Shelton Speller. All rights reserved. This material may not be published, broadcast rewritten or redistributed without permission.
*Alfred Hitchcock, Marnie
The Wonderment
Why does black on black crime matter less than black lives matter?
Black on black crime is the consequence of a broken man
Black lives matter is the consequence of a broken system
Fix the broken system
fix the broken man >>>>
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Bernardo Bertolucci passed away today, November 26, 2018 — RIP
- The Sheltering Sky
- The Dreamers
- The Last Emperor
- The Conformist
ONE ACT PLAY — SPRINGBOARD’S CURTIN* CALL
CAST RETURNS TO THE STAGE — DANCE CLOSE
If you can, imagine Seven Whole Days on repeat… and you were raised in the city of Boston — where Playhouse in the Park is the only alternative to hot house parties, in Orchard Park or Ruggles Street — and dancing room is a premium for a chilly Bostonian, with a New England attitude.
When four seasons and rapid transit affords you the opportunity to go anywhere at any time, wearing everything a Bostonian can — properly — weather be damned… then you know how much space love demands. In an apartment when body heat is canned and cool, you learn to slow dance in the place you pick with just the space between grace and pressure. Boston, is the only city in America that knows how to have sex on legs. If you think it’s a mere grind — you can’t dance in a vacuum. The only thing a man can do, if he’s not a Bostonian, is let the lady lead when she is a Bostonian, and hope — its a long song.
Copyright 2004, and 2015 by E Maria Shelton Speller (Explode: Epic Poetry ~ Excerpt from (Behind Pushkin’s Coffee House)), and the One Act Play — Springboard! All rights reserved. This material may not be published, broadcast, rewritten or redistributed.
*This is not a curtain.
Luda’s Second Soliloquy — Miles Language II
If I could write language
that speaks and points….
At trumpets
when the moon is tone
and the sun is sfumato
See… the chiaroscuro Supreme
[dream in hue]
magenta, chrome, cherry-white
[mixed with blue fugue]
Put-the-night to sleep!
See Sisyphus scorn
at amber headlights
in Paris dew
Skin seeking skin
and birds seeking
[the flutter of feathers]
ink… that runs like blood
on paper… that does not bleed
Contrapposto poets
succumbing to peaches
Dogs… suspended
like meat in Seoul
[In the dawn]
She comes home
the moon is a beat
the sun is trill…
Dada responds
to Surrealism
Hip Hop responds
to R&B
[The trumpet responds]
to me
bebop bebop bebop bebop blam!
Fa Falala…
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Inspired by Miles Davis’ Bitches Brew and Zurich Dadaist Hugo Ball who according to Arnason’s thesis on Ball’s conventional language “had no more place in poetry than the outworn human image in painting, Ball produced a chant of more or less melodic syllables without meaning: ‘zimzim urallala zimzim zanzibar zimlalla zam.’ “
Luda’s Soliloquy — Miles Language I
If I could write a poem
with the language
of sound
strings, keys… lisps
Cylinders spheres cones… lines
Miles tripping
Turning turning in melody
Blowing brass trees
whispering through trim lips
white horses, white horses
Standing over Princes
Cries cries
Cry like a woman
whirling in
an eddy of tongue…
Words wedded together
Like brothers
Kidnapping daughters*
A mind fuck
A dark defining gaze…
Words you see in 4D
You smell reed
fingers tremble
skin riffs
Words with the sigh of a Diva
Mad Mad like
Zeus on a bad rape
When you look up from the page
You will not see me
Molesting you with crazed
language…
Copyright 2004, 2015 E Maria Shelton Speller
* Peter Paul Rubens’ The Rape of the Daughters of Leucippus
Inspired by Miles Davis’ embouchure
Lust for TIDAL — The Sweet Sixteen
Someone has to go with Ego
To the story about the story inside the poem
On ground eroding under sweet feet
Where dreams so real are accessible
and parodies will do
Epic stories tied to epic tracks
One point perspectives
and narcissistic points of view
Aural stories linked to sublime beats:
The gift between Agamemnon and Achilles
The Grounding for the Metaphysics of Morals
between Socrates and Kant
An opus for Free Angela and all Political Prisoners
Her quiet laughter at the end
Why should Kim go alone to France?
Fie for Shame! Blood hath been shed…*
Make room for Superego!
Believing the fiction they think
They know
It’s true
Someone has to go with Id
Those streaming millennial Randites!
kissing clicks on tours
happy blowing up Karaoke machines again
Dénouement: This whimsical WIP is for the sixteen owners of Tidal High Fidelity Music Streaming! Turn it up!
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*The Tragedy of Macbeth, William Shakespeare
Trench People — Once Upon a Time There Were… Master Scene 2
The intent of this installment is to juxtapose art, content, audio, imagery, prose and poetry in an original screenplay, Trench People (TP). Explode is a product of the antagonist’s art in TP. TP is the framework for a virtual walk-through art installation like Christo and Jean Claude’s Wrapped Walk Ways or The Umbrellas — a mind-scape if you will.
Data for how many thoughts we have per minute and the speed of thought has not been measured and analyzed, so WYSIWYG — Wordpress is space for ideations.
TP follows the established rules of the industry, and in this space a JUMP CUT may signal a deviation, a temporary change of direction, an aside, a self indulgence, that hopefully holds your attention until the next FADE TO, CUT TO, DISSOLVE TO, or SMASH CUT TO — the antagonist’s art and the protagonist’s idealism. When I started reading at the Lizard Lounge in Cambridge Massachusetts, I read master scenes as prose and epic poetry. TP was well received and even requested!
What concerns me is decorum. I hope my audience is not averse to poetry in medias res… Once upon a time there were… Trench People!
TRENCH PEOPLE
(Original Screenplay — a Period piece)
by
E. MARIA SHELTON SPELLER
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WGA Registration 2005
I. The Erastes and Erominos (White letters on black background)
CLOSE – ON ANGELA AND JUNE
They laugh out loud. Angela throws her head back in FULL-THROATED LAUGHTER and June BANGS the table in approval with her fist.
JUNE
(out loud)
That was brilliant!
ROSALIND
That was careless! Talk
about artistic irresponsibility!
ANGELA
Oh, come on, Ros!
ROSALIND
A warning would have been APPROPRIATE,
instead of SURPRISE — mayhem,
and blaming the white man, again.
ANGELA
It’s not HER fault Preachers,
Politicians, and the gatekeepers
of black consciousness jumped
to conclusions.
ROSALIND
What’s with this about-face?
ANGELA
I never said I thought it was
wrong, Ros… YOU did!
CLOSE – ON ROSALIND
who RAISES both brows at Angela and WAVES the subject away.
CLOSE – ON JUNE AND LISA
June leans closer to the BABY-DYKES, specifically Lisa.
JUNE
(shouts)
One Hundred Nooses was crazy
art! Was it a political pun
against the pathos of black
art, or a brazen political
statement…?
CLOSE – ON LISA
who OVERHEARD Rosalind’s opinion and although she is talking to June, she LOOKS at Angela. She LEANS across the table as far as she can and talks in a curt monotone like Lisa Bonet.
LISA
(shouting)
I will not offer an explanation,
which is to say, an apology
for my art. Not to be understood
or over-stood… Everything IS Political.
Sex is politics. The day we swam to
the egg or were propelled, by stronger
swimmers behind us, was politics!
Art without politics is passion
without pluck. Sterile like
Impressionism! An allusion of
The Great Gatsby. Who… who
dreams in pastels?
(beat)
Maybe one percent of
the population?
(quickly)
The only way to have dreamed
about, A Sunday Afternoon on
was to have been there. Those
were elitist dreams. The
poor and vulnerable don’t dream
about wearing iced-cream pants!
They dream about, Starry Night,
The Scream.
(beat)
One Hundred Nooses is a
commentary on truth and
reconciliation. It’s
an unnecessary postmortem
for a committee that has
not happened.
CLOSE – ON GODDESSES AND BABY-DYKES
The GODDESSES are SILENT. Mardou breaks into a chilly smile.
CLOSE – ON MARDOU
looking at Lisa.
MARDOU
(loud)
It’s not who is going to let me,
it’s who is going to stop me.
I thought we plugged the
Fountainhead!
Let’s channel…
(whispers)
The Subterraneans, tonight.
BACK TO SCENE
Lisa’s eyes WIDEN and she feigns IRRITATION. Soon everyone CHUCKLES. People sitting around them look in their direction, as if acknowledging that theirs is the dominant table in the room. Then Mardou watches Lisa REV up again.
CLOSE – ON LISA
LISA
It’s Bukowski’s Coffeehouse tonight.
Except, you’re beautiful,
(beat)
and you’re beautiful… and you’re
beautiful… and we know Bukowski
only trusted the company of
desperate people, with broken minds,
broken ways, and broken teeth.
CLOSE – ON GODDESSES AND BABY-DYKES
They AHA in unison.
MARDOU
(sarcastically)
Fuck levity, then!
LISA
Mardou, you want
something, superficial!
CLOSE – ON MARDOU
looks long at Lisa.
MARDOU
Why? Why are you so…
(frowning)
dissatisfied?
CLOSE – ON ANGELA
PULLS the edge of her glass to HER tongue. In SLOW MOTION, it lands softly.
CLOSE – ON TONGUE
The tip of her tongue behind the rim of the glass.
CLOSE – ON GODDESSES AND BABY-DYKES
Angela is the only MOVEMENT at the table.
CLOSE – ON LISA
who LOOKS at Mardou.
LISA
What is satisfied?
Is that like wanting to
be the black girl of Jack
Kerouac’s dreams? And
precisely when — when he
woke up and was repulsed by
her puffy sleeping lips the
morning after?
CLOSE – ON ROSALIND
feigning boredom. She looks at the crazy crowd. Then turns back to what she considered baby-talk.
CLOSE – ON TONI
looking at her friends.
TONI
(sighing)
Levity!
CLOSE – ON TONI
moving her hands as if describing a spiral staircase.
TONI
(continuing)
I don’t want to be the
only one laughing tonight.
CLOSE – ON LISA AND MARDOU
They BURST out laughing.
CLOSE – ON THE GODDESSES
They look at each other.
CLOSE – ON JIMMY – SAME TIME
an imposing man, like Ving Rhames’ Marsellus Wallace in Pulp Fiction, owns Pushkin’s Coffeehouse. He spots Lisa, wearing a long black skirt over those long narrow flats with toes that turn up almost like elf shoes that she often wears, and a cropped black motorcycle jacket with white raised lines and letters of cycle iconography. He looks SURPRISED because she seldom wears color. Jimmy gets an ERECTION when he LOOKS at Lisa. He reaches down to ADJUST the SWELLING under his fly. He waits a minute and then makes his way through the crazy crowd in Lisa’s direction. He SIDLES beside Lisa — LEANING on the edge of the table with the palms of his hands.
JIMMY
El (Lisa)… How you
doin’, Baby?
LISA
(smiles)
What’s up, Jimmy?
JIMMY
I know you’re flowing
tonight, right?!
CLOSE – ON LISA
who looks up at Jimmy, and says nothing.
JIMMY
Don’t look at me like
that! You read here,
at Pushkin’s first.
I know you’re gonna
read!
LISA
All the coffeehouse and cafe
owners say the same thing.
Everybody gave me a break,
but nobody wants to pay me…
You want me to read for free!
Then you get an attitude when
I won’t. Pay me! Show your
appreciation. I’m a working
artist. A proletariat!
JIMMY
OK, OK. How much you
chagrin’?
LISA
(frustrated)
Jimmy, you know how much
I charge… I’m sick of
having to give the same
speech every time I want
a cup of coffee.
JIMMY
In Fifteen?
LISA
Let’s do it now!
CLOSE – ON LISA (MOVING)
rising from the table focused on space. Her entourage ceases to exist. SLOWLY PAN the CRAZY CROWD.
JIMMY (O.S.)
Ladies and Gentlemen, Pushkin
is proud to present, our very
own, El Cherry… Snap!
LISA’S P.O.V. – CROWD
Lisa and her P.O.V. is filmed in black and white. People step aside at the last minute, greeting her on her way through, while snapping their fingers.
LONG – ON LISA
On stage, you cannot HEAR her FOOTSTEPS. The toes of her shoes SWISH the air. At the microphone she STANDS straight almost in a NAPOLEONIC pose. The room is QUIET. She launches into “One Single Act of Love.”
LISA
(curt, ferocious monotone)
I sold a rock opus to the best
Black rock band on the planet.
A band that lost its capacity
to dream. Formulaic guarantees
skewed their imagination for plati-
num discs. The male coward covered
their lifework, literally.
My story reminded them of what
‘rushing’ felt like, how complete,
how deep blushing could be obvious.
And they bought it, and produced it.
And it was good — it was better
than good. It was thought provoking
and it was an African-American affir-
mation of our realities and our
fantasies no matter how unrealistic.
Suddenly, they were very significant
and the world truly believed that
rock music is black music and black
music is everything. Power is
aesthetic. Aesthetics is politics
and being black is philosophical
and our philosophy is phenomenology
and being black, is being real…
The uninitiated FIDGET, while obvious followers recite some of the passages like Allen Ginsberg’s audience did when he recited, Howl in the Sixties. Lisa does not raise her voice.
RESUME – ON LISA
shoving her hands deep in shallow pockets.
LISA
(less ferocity)
No Hip Hop could say as much as
this rock opus did, ever–no matter
how many stories they sampled.
So, this black rock band were
crowned kings and were exulted,
and revered, incandescent icons,
the envy of friends, the
consumption of man, the image
of immortality like the stained-
glass heaven you summon before
you close… And they loved me…
I was the wick in their candle-
stick and without me there was
no burning flame. I was the
source of their energy. I was
the unstained virgin encamped…
CLOSE – ON LISA
leaning closer to the microphone.
LISA
(continuing)
When we huddled over a page it was
a psychological bristling, a patho-
logical fear, a sexual entreaty.
I wanted them, and they wanted
me. So when opportunity knocked,
I told them so. Sooner than anyone
imagined, there was nothing more
important, than our collaboration.
The media was our medium. They
stopped referring to me as a writer,
and started calling me a Love Supreme.
Annie Leibovitz wanted to take our
pictures–together. But, there was
something unnatural about the photo
session. Instinct was lacking.
There was a tame and conspicuous
outsider on camp. After taking
off too many shades, we asked
Annie to come back tomorrow and
blamed our ubiquitous danger on
some tribal angst about picture
taking and soul stealing…
When she was gone, I suggested
that they fuck me…
CLOSE – ON ANGELA’S EYES
Her eyelashes flutter.
MATCHCUT TO:
Angela’s lips, opening slowly.
RESUME – ON LISA
who at this moment, personifies the rebirth of COOL.
LISA
(continuing)
Not unlike the man in the movie
and the dancing whore… My
honest response to the love
between us left them exposed.
So exposed, their breath rushed
past their lips in staccato
proportions. Although they all
did, the one that really cared
about me began to pace the room.
His eyes watched how his feet
travailed. Another, would have taken me
right then and there had we been
alone–he would have used his
shoestrings and tied my thumbs
behind me if that were all he
had. But he was not the only
one I wanted, so he waited
anxiously. Another, had the
strange and curious stare of an
intellectual trying to figure me
out. And the other, simply smiled
at me from some private place, now
public, and I knew he would hurt me…
deliberately. The intellectual asked
me if I really thought it would make
a difference, and I couldn’t help
watching him as if he were some…
clear liquid. How could it not
make a difference? The pacer turned
and admitted he cared and said he
could not and would not participate;
furthermore, he did not think it
should happen. The anxious one
stood and started barking at him.
If I moved in any direction, it
would be provocation for premature
ejaculation and the anxious one,
while still barking would be the
first to straddle me…
LISA P.O.V. – CRAZY CROWD
A man in the audience barks. Another howls. Women smile to themselves.
CLOSE – ON GODDESSES AND BABY DYKES
SMILING. ENAMORED, Angela FALLS in love.
RESUME – ON LISA
She raises her voice.
LISA
(continuing)
If I raised my hand or my voice,
they would think I might change
my mind. Trapped, I sat there
watching this frenzy I’d started.
The air grew hot but I did manage
to express, “All or no one.” They
turned to look at the one who cared.
He looked at me, and I decided
that he would be the one that
would hurt me… deliberately.
And because he cared, because
he was the one holding back,
he would have to be the first.
He would have to get his reser-
vations out of the way so that
they could proceed. “It’s on you
man.” Said the intellectual and
then I decided the intellectual
would be the last one. Was I
afraid? I was practically trem-
bling on that single futon. My
laptop at the head of the bed
would have to be moved–gingerly.
The point was, I slept with my
work, I ate with my work and now
I’d fuck my work–but we would
never tell Annie the latter.
“What the fuck is the matter with
you?” The one who cared blasted
at me. Oh, I thought, he would
fuck me angrily–he would punish
me this way…
CLOSE – ON ANGELA
closing her eyes.
DISSOLVE TO:
CLOSE – ON LISA
whose nostrils FLARE slightly.
LISA
(continuing)
All I had to say was something
stupid like, ‘What the fuck is
the matter with you?’ Then,
giving him an excuse to fuck
me to death like June Jordan’s
“…unidentified victim of her
own neglect…” gang-raped on
a Brooklyn rooftop and thrown
to her death, screaming but
‘inaudible’.”
LONG – ON LISA
RAISING her voice for what is clearly her favorite passage.
LISA
(continuing)
Conscious decisions are all that
I can respect. Don’t cling to
insanity, or criminal passion,
or peer pressure, or social
expectations. Don’t talk to me
about losing control–momentarily.
Or, the poverty and violence of
pain heaped upon more pain
because you’re black. This is not
a gang-rape. This is not dionysia
all over again, where women
and children are sacrificed, and
blood is beer. If I change my
language, the outcome will still
be the same. And, if I am woman
enough to resist surrender, are
you man enough to know the
difference, between love
and violence–without conditions…
INT. BAR – JIMMY – SAME TIME
He dispatches a NEAT Remy Martin to her table.
LISA (O.S.) (continuing)
“You want her don’t you?” Somebody
said. Then he asked me a private
question, not at all furtively,
“Why?” I dropped my eyes and then
I looked askance at the one who
cared and said, “My fascination
with poetic themes is like–a
serenade already in progress…
isn’t this poetry, in effect?”
LONG – ON LISA
PAN the Crazy Crowd — spellbound.
LISA
(continuing)
He kneeled at the foot of the bed
and that was their cue, but I was
not ready and he knew it–but what
the hell! The love between us
was trapped between power and lust.
His hand covered my neck like a
bridge over a dam I could not escape.
The intellectual secured my wrists
exactly the way I described in my
dreams. I whispered to the one
who cared… that while I waxed
my dream before it faded–
I knew he would halt before he
turned the page. Like the man
in my dreams, he was too big for
me, but he did not hurt me delib-
erately. Under violent power
strokes, I broke under him in a
cadence I could not count in a race
out of water. A rhapsody played in
fusion. The anxious one ejaculated
too soon, and the one that smiled
from some private place took me
to the basement in some tenement
and hurt me deliberately, pushing
in unyielding directions. So, I
screamed finally and the one who
cared pulled him off me and he
came all over my thighs. That is
what he wanted, to be restrained
by somebody, anybody because he
was an animal after-all. The
intellectual rocked me gently
to peace, licked the tears from
my ears and my face. When it
was over, the one who cared untied
my arms that felt like ribbons
draped over my shoulders. He was
the only heat for my cold tremble,
my soul stirring complete. In one
single act of love we were bound
together and in unison they
screamed to the stained virgin…
you’re mine! It was…SURREAL.
LISA’S P.O.V. – AUDIENCE
The crazy CROWD and her entourage give her a MUCH LOVE.
WIDE – ON LISA (MOVING)
PIVOTS like a feline to leave the stage. APPLAUSE lasts until she is well seated. She reaches for the drink Jimmy sent to the table. Mardou and Toni HUDDLE with LISA.